it's all just a blackjack game

im in ctc right now (8:24am) waiting for my math class. i cant believe i forgot my lit book!! aral sana ako sa lib eh.. ehehe... english is soooo demanding!!! sabog papers ko..!!! asa na lang sa bonus papers. ahaha...

anyway, i've watched cabaret last saturday and the miguel hernandez project last last friday... lex marcos is sooooo hot!!!! sorry kung medyo porn yung isang link.. hahah... high art yan!!! from fluid which i never got to watch cause we're having an outreach ek ek during its last showing.. crap. the hernandez project was the first play i've watched with lex on it.. hahah.. now i know why angie and lanz are so into him... kaka-in-love!!!!! although may hawig nga sila ni mac cardona... ahahah...

alena texted me yesterday. suicidal pa rin daw si ian!!! i texted don namn na puntahan si ian pero he was having class pa.. i think that was his 5pm class in bio? heheh.. oh well.. i really believe ian can get over it.. he's always been a strong person.. and i hope he doesn't give up on his belief in God (don was telling me kasi na ian was now questioning the existence of God). ian, i know i am in no position to say this, but well, these things just happen.. i know you'll get over it.

sige, till here na lang muna... cramming pa in english eh.. eheheh

yup, no money ulit. when will i ever get to handle finances properly? if ryan reads this, i hope he'll remember our funny little encounter with this respectable-looking man who "joked" us kanina lang (ryan, we're in up that time). hahah... funny lang talaga.. and now ala na ako pera..

so, ano ba bago ngayon? hmmm... i havent finalized my speech in english tomorrow, but maybe i'll just read my first draft... grrrr.. i know i can do better in english.

hmm.. we watched lam-ang yesterday.. hahah.. joketime noh? if not for my seat, medyo sulit na rin naman ang 250.. sayang amy wasn't with us.. heheh..

right now, i'm treating math as a boyfriend.. not the teacher ha.. haha.. scary.. math itself.. so far, our relationship is going well but i know we're gonna face not so good moments as well.. maybe i still need to spend more time with 'it'.. hahah...

there's this guy i like.. i wont elaborate but suffice to say that he's much different sa type ko... di sya bading.. yun lang muna..


pahabol sa conversations with mom:

while eating at mcdo:
ako: ma, tingnan nyo yung lalaki oh.. guwapo
mom: hindi ka ba nagsasawa sa mga guwapo dyan sa ateneo? (my
mom goes walking in ateneo kasi during afternoons)
ako: ngek! ang konti lang naman ng guwapo sa ateneo noh..

not really konti, marami rin.. pero di pa rin majority..

nung bagyo:
mom: sino yung tumawag?
me: si amy.. niloloko ako.. sabi may pasok na raw bukas.. sabi signal
1.5 lang daw eh wala namang signal 1.5 diba?
mom: hahah.. siguro akala ni amy utu-utu ka noh.. (uto-uto talaga
ako sa bahay)
me: di naman ako naniwala eh...

buong gabi akong niloko ng mom ko na utu-uto raw ako.. di naman ako naniwala eh... heheh.. di talaga..

i was so annoyed earlier.. why cant some people just take a break from everything and for once, make this christmas easier for all of us. someone is not happy this christmas - and it's not just me... grrr!!!

anyway, medyo nakakawalang gana nang mag-blog... hahah..

hmmm... ano bang nangyari? well... last week was not so good for me.. don knows why.. heheh... uy, don quiet lang ha.. as if naman binabasa mo to.. whahahah... nagda-drama ka pa ba ngayon? ako oo pero not by choice... kainis.. hahah..

si ian lam ko binabasa din to di lang nagpaparamdam.. uy ian, sana ok ka na.. ako medyo ok na eh... ahahahahh.... ang tsismoso ni don noh? hahahah... kala ko lam mo.. hindi ba? hahah... gets mo ba? sana oo..

uy julie, alena, domz, tapos yung mga iba pa may gift ako sa inyo pero baka next year pa. special kasi ito this time kaya medyo matagal ang preparation. ay! oo nga pala noh may utang pa ako kay julie.. hahah... di ko pa nakakalimutan...

ramilio, pagaling ka na... alena, how was the trip? ahahahah... just thinking of you guys made my day much much better... celine, bakit daw di mo ina-add si miguel (na kapatid ko) sa friendster... teka lang check ko kung na-add mo na... aheheh... pati ata sila arjay ininvite nya eh... heheheh...

buti andito si miguel.. hahah... bumili sya ng cd ng eraserheads tapos halos memorize nya na mga kanta.. wala lang. sinasabi ko lang. wala akong magawa eh..

isa na namang walang kakwenta-kwentang entry... bye bye...

"iba na ang yong ngiti, iba na ang yong tingin, nagbago na lahat sa yo" - eraserheads, "magasin"

christmas turned out fine.. dad arrived at around 10pm, december 24.. so we had noche buena together...

as of now, the atmosphere in prince david is getting less lonely cause i see people arriving na.. christmas eve was kinda scary, it seemed like we were the only occupants in our floor...

anyway, christmas vacation with miguel proved to be so fun.. but boring too.. i dont know... heheh... 13 years old and still not tired of anime... wait... when i was 13... hmmm... ok so 13 is still an acceptable age for watching anime... hahah...

this is my first christmas with only the four of us eating noche buena.. and the first christmas with no one else to prepare the food but us.. sometimes i think this is the loneliest, but i also think of other possibilities.. at least no one died in the family... at least we're not victims of flood.. at least we have great food to eat...

anyway, here are some of our conversations:

while preparing noche buena:
migs: ma, alam nyo ba dati kumain kami ni daddy sa consuelo's
mom: oh tapos?
migs: nag-order is daddy ng buttered chicken.. akala ko noon binugbog na manok!

my brother is an incredibly intelligent guy.. sometimes, he just overanalyzes things...

nakatayo kami ni migs, magkatabi:
mom: mi, alam ko na gawin mo para magmukha kang payat...
mimi: ano?
mom: tabi ka lagi kay migs...
mom ulit: oh tingnan mo para kang pulubi...

while eating:
migs: mommy oh, mayonaise
mom: ayoko nyan, masyadong rich..
migs: ayaw nyo nun, mas lalo tayong magiging rich?
mimi: hahah.. ang corny mo...

pero bat ako natawa?

while buying pants:
dad: eto mimi oh, size *toot*
mimi: *toot*?!
dad: eh *toot* ka naman eh...
mimi: (after trying the pants on) dad, tamang-tama
dad: oh diba galing ko mamili?

la lang... i'm not getting any thinner...

hmmm... ano pa ba? la na..

sige bye bye...