it's all just a blackjack game

“Ian Hope, siguro naman ngayon, kaya mo na akong bayaran,” pabiro kong sinabi sa kanya.

Malakas ang loob ni Ian Hope. At mahina naman ang kokote ni Mimi Pasiliao. Bago ang aming ika-apat na taon sa hayskul, magkasama kami ni Ian sa isang seminar sa Baguio. Ngunit dahil kulang ang pera’y umutang muna siya kay Arjay. Pero nagkasakit si Arjay at kinuha na ang pera upang makauwi agad.

Sa pagkakataong ito’y ako lang ang matatakbuhan ni Ian. Kaunting pambobola lang ang kinailangan niya. Nagmakaawa, nangako, namilit – kanya na ang P500 ko.

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hahahahah.... fil paper yun... exactly 100 words... should i apologize to ian? hmmphh.. i have every right naman siguro noh... ako nga yung agrabyado.. joke!!!! love you ian!!! hahahaha

grabe.. i havent been blogging for almost half a month!!! lazy lazy lazy.. hahah..

there are a lot of things i want to write here but i'm a little hesitant.. la lang.. hahah...

so ano bang bago? hmmm... finally told my dad not to expect too much... we talked over the phone yesterday and i told him na pahirap ng pahirap ang math.. he said, "diba A naman advisory mo?" sabi ko, "opo, pero mukhang ang magiging final grade ko tulad din nung sa math 11 (which was a B).." i guess the best i could hope for is a B+ hahahah... please Lord... help me... guys, friends, pray for me naman oh.. jerome and i had the same problem.. our parents were so happy about our advisory marks.. eh kaso bumababa...

haaaayyy... problema talaga tong grades oh.. ok naman sana ang B kaso nag-umpisa kasi sa mataas eh... grrrr!!!!

it's waking me up when im sleeping in the afternoon for no reason whatsoever. it happened at least a couple of times (i'm quite sure it's more than a couple) already with miguel as the culprit.. hahah..

i'd never forget the worst.. i usually sleep late in the afternoon.. for me, 5-6pm is the best time to take a short "nap".. hahah.. that's when i get the relaxation i need to cope with studying in the evening after a tiring day.. now one time when i was sleeping, i woke up hearing miguel singing...and shouting. i wasnt pissed off at first.. it might be something important, i thought. then i asked him why he woke me up.. he said, "wala lang".. that's when i got really mad.. i cant remember for sure but i guess i was shouting all over the place, and crying, and hitting him with pillows..

you know how it is when you know you've just woke up from a supposedly deep and peaceful sleep? i mean, at the time i woke up, i KNEW i've just missed what's supposed to be something very relaxing and energizing!!

as i think about it, i guess it's not essentially the disturbed sleep that got to me.. deep inside, it's the irrationality (is there such word?) of annoying someone for no particular reason at all.. as i've said, i wouldn't be as mad, if mad at all, had there been a reason for him to wake me up.. my point is: i can tolerate disturbing things (i think of myself as a very patient person) but only those with reason.. you can disturb me all you want, you can wake me any time of the day, you can ask me to do things for you, pero please lang... kung may dahilan naman sana..

that has been quite a long time already but i can still remember how i asked myself then if i could forgive miguel.. hahahah... just hope i'm making a point here..

i rarely have these days.. is this the first or second saturday after the end of nstp? nothing to worry about!!! nothing to do!! no long quizzes for monday.. etc.. oh and we'll be having our class play tomorrow!! heheh...

anyway, i woke up with my mom preparing to leave.. so i ate breakfast alone.. took a bath, and watched lost in translation... wow.. that was a really good movie!! heheh.. scarlett johansson (not so sure about the spelling) was so pretty... i dont know.. just loved it.. yesterday i watched the manchurian candidate.. just a "borrowed opinion": did they intentionally made meryl streep look a lot like hillary clinton? hahahh...

so i'm just here.. doing nothing.. reading some blogs.. i've come across this one by a deppressed person.. not "depressed" as we use the word.. "depressed" as in taking medication to manage it.. that must be pretty horrible.. his entries are so dark.. made me thank God for my happy and content state of mind.. i hope he'd get over it...

and oh! i just had this idea i got from lost in translation: kasi there's one scene where bob harris (bill murray) was shooting for a whiskey commercial.. he's in japan, the director is japanese... everybody is obviously japanese.. so now the director is giving him instructions in japanese to be translated by a translator (duh?! like yeah!! hehe). so we see the director talking in japanese for a long time... about two minutes or more.. and then the translator said: "the director said, just look at the camera." now bob was a bit puzzled.. he said: "was that all he said? i thought he said a lot more.."

that scene struck me as something that depicts an everyday human reality: we say a lot of words that could actually be translated into something very short.. we tend to talk so much about something that is very very simple in nature.. not that it's a bad thing,though.. from another way of looking at it, we need these sometimes..

heheh.. there's another scene.. ah di na nga bale.. ayoko na..

hmmm.. ano pa ba? miguel called earlier... i guess he was so bored.. brown-out daw kasi.. so walang magawa.. we talked for a long time.. i can honestly say i was touched.. i mean, he called me... just for the sake of calling!! oh well, maybe he really wanted to talk to my mom pero wala nga siya diba? but anyway, 99% of the time kasi, tumatawag lang siya pag andyan di dad.. pero this time tumawag siya na di kasama si dad.. heheh.. ang labo ba?

hmmm.. sige na nga bye bye mga Pangetz.. hahah.. joke!!! hahah...

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hmmm.. it was mom's birthday yesterday... duh?! obvious ba? heheh... dad gave her a 6630.. wow.. hope i can borrow it sometimes. yeah right..i gave her this lip balm with shade (heheh) that i got from beauty bar.. i thought it's not gonna be that makulay.. heheh.. pero we tried it last night and it was really good.. para talagang lipstick tapos may gloss na.. tapos may mint pa sya!! galing..

anyway, last friday we went to the cads concert.. grabe ang galing ni viva..i wish i could dance as well as she.. yeah right.. bwuhahahahhaha...

and yesterday was our class play.. heheh.. i think it lasted for only 30 minutes.. yeah i know cause i videotaped it.. *winks to lanz* ehehe... anyway, after the play, my reaction was just like: so that's it?? dont get me wrong.. i'm not saying the play didn't turn out well.. i mean, "that's just it?!" all the practice sessions, all the props we - i mean, they - brought, all the picture-taking, all the preparation... just everything for a 30 minute show??? you know the feeling when you work so hard and SO LONG (think months...or weeks, para hindi exagg) just for a 30-minute show!!! weird but that's really how it works.. hahah...

heheh.. anyway, last week the litsoc was having these booth selling books.. hehe.. la lang just wanna say i got Atonement for 180 for anyone who cares... but anyway, seems like i'm having a new obsession for paulo coelho's books.. i'm still with fifth mountain (bigay ni migs for my birthday) and i guess it's really good.. i have to say that despite what i've read - and what i partly believe - that you should not say something about a book unless you're finished reading it.. sige i'll say na lang: so far so good...ahahah... yeah right... forgive me guys... pero i wanna read eleven minutes and the valkeries (tama ba spelling?)...

for now, i want to touch someone... i want to touch someone's life.. eheheeh... kayo ha, akala niyo ha... ehehehe..just wanna help someone.. whether he likes it or not.. the sad thing is the best i could do is just pray for him... wait, change that.. that's not so sad!! i mean, prayers can do LOTS of things... like move mountains.. and i'm serious when i said that... hmmm.. oh well...

sige bye bye.. ingatz na lang to all.. and to me...

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hahah... i'm not really fond of quizzes (yeah right mimz...) but i guess this one's got some truth about me... hahah... clueless mimi... pero bomb??? well.. at least 0% ang stabbed. eheheheh.....