it's all just a blackjack game

talaga?? ano ibig sabihin ng eventual?? heheh.. di ko lam eh..

la lang.. i watched war of the worlds yesterday.. i don't care what critics say, but i LOVVVVED it!!!! never mind that the story's great, i'd still love the movie even without that.. the whole thing is specatcular! it's the first time i actually liked a tom cruise movie... heheheh... watch it guys...

kanina i had bonding session with my mom (everyday naman eh).. pero this time it's different.. i've been showing her how friendster works.. heheh.. we saw my cousins' photos and blogs.. she'd ask me why people would invite people.. then  i'd say, kasi friends sila eh.. wheheheh... gusto nga ata nila mag-friendster din eh.. heheheh...

anyway, the math exam went fine.. it was A-able, except that i made some minor lapses which could get me a B+.. but never mind, what's done is done.. i still remember what my friend rom told me after the exam when we compared answers and i realized i made some careless mistakes: "o ayan na naman, di ka na naman nakaka-get-over.." ako naman i was like, what?? ako?? hindi maka-get-over?? tapos na-realize ko oo nga noh.. that's me.. i dwell so much on the past... i guess i need to change that..

now the only question i want to ask is, how do you actually cure carelessness?? i mean, how do you alert yourself that 9+9+9 = 3(9) = 27?? how do you remind yourself that 3 sq. root of 3 + 3 sq. root of 3 is 6 sq. root of 3 and not 9 sq.root of 3?? yah i know, stupid mistakes.. but they really happen... ok, not anymore.. not anymore.. tell yourself they're not gonna happen anymore...

i was surprised to see lanz's comment for my previous entry.. heheh.. lanz sorry talaga for not making it.. diba nga i had problems with transpo?? then i told you i'd do something.. pero tuluyan na akong di pinayagan eh.. natakot na sila.. pero i really badly wanted to go... and all those talks about star wars?? haaaaayyyy.... kakapanghinayan.. ((andun ba sya??)) oh well, need to get over it.. hehehehe...

sige, bye bye guys...

makikipag-chikahan pa ako sa isang friend eh.. whehehehe...

love is when your mom stays up till past midnight to make your favorite mango float... (mmm... sarap..)

love is when you remind your brother about that P1000+ you borrowed from him and he says, "sige, dyan lang sayo.." (yaman nya naman..)

here's something true:

student: sir, may kilala akong ka-edad nyo lang, nag-aaral pa sa college

sir: gago sya..

student: sir, ate ko..

sir: ah, eh.. gaga pala sya, hindi gago...

this is crazy...

binigyan ko ng pangalan laptop ko...

cindy...

i love that name...

am i that lonely now???

i am getting all nervous now about the accounting long test next thursday.. 6-9 pm!!!!!!! three hours!!! tapos kinabukasan nun long test sa sci 10.. whaaahhh!!!! tapos may chance pa na baka isabay sa araw na yun ang long test sa math..

i really need to study in the lib na.. i can't focus here in the condo.. i only end up taking a nap for like three hours.. wasted time.. i tried answering the other cases in our book.. grabe, di ko masagutan.. a case is like three to four full pages.. and i have no way of knowing if i'm even doing the right thing.. haaayy... tapos nang mag-long test ang mga accounting 10 people.. mahirap daw.. hmmm... kinakabahan na talaga ako...

anyway, i joined two orgs.. mea (management engineering association) and ams (ateneo mathematical society)... i want to re-apply for ajma (ateneo junior marketing association) pero para lang sa shirt.. hehehe.. pero parang alang kwenta eh.. i had my interview for ams this morning and i've been telling the people there na kahit home org ko ang mea, i'd still put ams on my top priority.. naks!! hehehhe.. pero ala akong sinabi dun sa isang applicant.. sabi niya, "kung gusto nyo pati damit nyo labhan ko pa eh.." ams seemed to be a nice org.. friendly people and everything..

i've been telling lanz na since 15 units lang ako ngayon, maybe it's time for me to be active in orgs.. but that may prove to be a "lapse in judgment" cause i'm having accounting now.. and next sem.. wheheehhe.. how many people have actually told me, "accounting in ateneo is different"... those exact words.. even the guidance counselor said that.. ha!! sobra na kaba ko!!! haaayy.. pero hey, ala pa naman nangyayari ha.. lakas lang ng loob toh!!!

yah, sa library na talaga ako mag-aaral... hmm..

sige bye bye...

i got sick yesterday.. so i cut my first subject this day, theo.. i don't know what they did. tapos i was sleepy the whole time i was in school. good thing i was able to take a nap this afternoon.. but i'm ok now..

oh yeah, same day na long test sa math and accounting.. God bless to us all.. i've done one sample exam in accounting.. 9 more to go. so much time has been wasted talaga.. i hate being sick..

i spent the whole saturday in school.. well, not really, cause we had nstp nung umaga.. the jeepney trip was horrible.. lahat ng klase na ata ng amoy nalanghap na namin. pero okay lang, we're helping people naman.. anyway, success story kami.. last year, before we taught the students in lupang pangako in payatas, this school ranked 2nd to the last among elementary schools in quezon city. siguro mga 96th sila, tama ba?? ngayon, after we tutored their "worst" students, ranked 17th na raw sila. basta mga ganun. kaya parang wow.. la lang.. natuwa lang..

but anyway, i was talking about my saturday nga.. after nstp, i ate at manang's with amy and stacy. tapos i went na to ching tan for ams's general assembly. the GA was fun.. ams people are funny.. tapos i learned na it was the org's president pala who interviewed me for my application.. nabigla na lang ako nung pinakilala sya tapos nag-speech sya.. hehehe.. pero la lang.. sobrang ok ang ams.. first impressions: 1.) every member is really motivated to participate a lot. actually, motivated or forced, depends on your perspective.. hehe..kasi they have "retainment requirements" pa.. something like you have to volunteer for a certain number of events, etc. or else you get kicked out basta.. hahahahah.. 2.) hindi naman mukhang naghihirap na org ang ams.. talagang hindi.. 3.) parang ok talaga ang crowd.. i won't elaborate on this na.. whehehehe.. 4.) gusto ko yung mga events nila.. tapos gusto ko na rin ng shirt nila..

i remembered dati alena and i were texting.. i told her i'm signing up for ams.. heheeh.. tapos she said, "for the love of math or for the love of someone?" hahaha.. sabi ko, "for the love of sample exams" whehehe.. tapos i remembered... i have a crush pala on someone in my math class.. he's an ece guy.. hahahh.. tapos i always see him wearing the ams shirt.. hahah.. kaya sabi ko sa sarilli ko join na rin ako ams!! hahahahaha.. pero i didn't see him sa GA!! oh well, the GA naman last saturday was really meant for new members eh.. hahahahah... tapos kanina napanaginipan ko sya!!! naging close na raw kami!! hahahahaha... it felt so real talaga!! no joke.. heehehehe... pero i dont know his name!! tsaka parang anti-social eh.. i rarely see him smile!! hmm.. oh well.. pero di mo naman talaga malalaman eh.. eheheheeheheh...

ateneo won over ust!!! la salle lost to up!!! hahahahahaha... la lang.. huli sa balita.. heheheeheh...

the moment she said she'd run for president when she earlier announced she's not going to, we should have seen it coming.. we had our first taste of all the deceptions and lies still to come, and at that point, the choice was all ours..

but we still chose to vote for her.. yep, i still think she really won with or without cheating..

i dont want her to step down, though..and i think she's gonna finish her term.. (deliver us from noli, is all i'm praying for.. joke) yeah, let the people get what they deserve.. when are we gonna learn??

the problem's not with the politicians.. it's with the people.. but please, no noli for me.. either gloria stays, or ramos leads a junta.. heheh.. bottomline: whatever's happening to us is our own doing...

(heheh, sori, bitter lang talaga ako't nanalo siya in the first place.. but, i still dont want her to step down.. )