it's all just a blackjack game

dahil wala na akong problema... for now, that is.. funny how i worry about something not bound to happen.. oh well..

i'm in ctc right now.. katabi ko yung "bestfriend" ng no. 1 crush ko.. madalas sila dito.. pero ngayon, ala c E.. yung "bestf" nya lang.. oh well..

at least i have something to look forward to everyday - math.. the subject class is of course ultimately boring (the class, not the subject) but seeing him more than compensates for all the boredom.. sorry, am at a loss for words right now..

i guess i'll be spending more time here in ctc than in the lib.. heheh.. makaka-aral rin naman ako eh.. like him.. upo lang sya sa di gumaganang terminal tapos aral sya.. ay grabe.. sobrang seryoso sa pag-aaral.. pero ewan din kung makakaaral ako kasi baka panoorin ko lang sya eh.. whehehehe..

it's five minutes before the bell.. gotta go.. bye bye!!

e_marq88: ikaw naman kwento dyan                                                       
doremimimi: meron akong bagong ultimate crush!!!!                               
doremimimi: ece din ang course...!!!!!!!                                                    
e_marq88: ooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh anung meron sa kanya???????????????? iba naman ito sa mga dati?     
doremimimi: DI SYA BADING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =))=))=))                      
doremimimi: kaya lang mukhang kakatakot kasi sobrang seryoso at tahimik!!! parang psychopath!! heheeheh                                               
e_marq88: saan mo nagsimula ang lhat??                                               
doremimimi: kaklase ko sya sa math...                                                     
e_marq88: diniretso mo na ba?                                                                
doremimimi: ha?! ano?! hehehe.. ano ibig mong sabihing diniretso???? /                                                                                        
e_marq88: ikaw anu ba pagkakaintindi mo...                                           
doremimimi: hahahahhahahahahhahaha... marc ha...                              
e_marq88: wats d score hehe                                                                  
doremimimi: wala!!! loser life pa rin ako.. hanggang pa-stalk-stalk lang.. L-)                                                                                                             
e_marq88: ala wala akong mahanap na info 2ngkol sa wheel and axle... physics kasi... baka namn may gf na yan?                                      
doremimimi: ngek.. mukhang anti-social eh...                                           
doremimimi: tska di ganun kagwapo aminin ko na                                   
doremimimi: :D                                                                                          
doremimimi: pero cute pa rin!!!!!                                                              
e_marq88: go 4 8                                                                                     
doremimimi: heheh.. :D                                                                             
doremimimi: lam mo, kahit di ko sya nakausap ever, lam ko na middle name nya                                                                                                  
doremimimi: student number nya                                                             
e_marq88: tindi mo boy in love k nga                                                       
doremimimi: hahahah..                                                                             
e_marq88: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wla talaga akong mahanap.. kamusta studies                                                           
doremimimi: ayos ayos pa.. er, ewan... lupet ng accounting                    
e_marq88: ako naman ang pinaka maswerte sa prof ngaun... jackpot tlg                                                                                                             
doremimimi: bakit? what subject?                                                             
e_marq88: lhat... basta ang saya ko ngayon ung mga dati kong blockmates naku pinagdudusahan nila mga prof nila... bagsakan b naman ng grades                                                                                      
doremimimi: talaga? heheh.. good for you...)                                         
e_marq88: cgie Mi log out na ako till next time god bless...                     
doremimimi: ok.. byebye                                                                           
doremimimi: ingatz!!!                                                                                
doremimimi: take care...

we are so doomed... (jk, jk, jk)

...prepare real hard for the long test.. dun nya ibubuhos lahat ng galit nya..

she never really got angry.. nag-sermon lang sya.. first, we don't have our textbooks with us.. it was obvious she didn't like that pero di naman sya nagalit.. tapos everyday she gives us homework, which she doesn't check so which we don't care to do also.. tapos yun, gusto nya kasi ginagawa namin ang hw..about two days before the long test, nagsermon sya... sabi nya: "anong gusto nyo, quiz na lang lagi?? is that what's going to make you study?" and i think i remember her saying, "ganun na ba kadali??"

oh well... ma'am, if you want us to study, i guess you have what you want na.. the first long test was so-so, the second was a bit harder, but this one.. haaay... in all fairness, the questions were in itself reasonable.. fine. but there are time constraints also. and ang hahaba nung mga problems... the last prob was easy pa naman sana pero when did i get to that ba? 10 minutes before the time?? and parang litong lito ka na at pagod na pagod because of the first questions...

midterms on monday.. hope i'll do well..

i don't think i failed.. but i want an A.. talked to my friend R kanina and we have the same goal.. we have to get expempted sa finals.. hassle na pag mag-aral ng math finals tapos accounting last long test.. and if ever, accounting would have to be first priority..

Lord God, helping me...

ms. O: so, how did you find the long test yesterday?

class: looonnggg...

ms. O: but the questions are rather easy right?

doremimimi: but still long. (i dont think she heard that, though)

oh well... study, study, study like hell...

cute naman ng pet ko!!!! kasing cute ni _______. heheheheheh

sa lahat ng pwedeng bagsakin theology pa talaga eh.. kung bakit naman kasi 70% ang passing ng mga subjects na tulad nyan!! whaaaahhhh!!!!

on the bright side, i got a good score in our accounting long test.. 86.. heheh.. ok na, a point away from B+.. though of course my friends R and J got A's.. oh well..

anyway, math midterms last monday was "different" from other math midterms.. based on experience kasi, math midterms are easier than long tests.. pero ngayon, di eh.. as some people would say, it's a taste of hell.. oh well.. pero i still hope i did well..

but i failed theo!!!!!! whaaahhhh!!!! sad...

i just realized how hard it actually is to make pakisama... no matter how compromising and "patient" i already am.. heheh.. joke joke joke...

i miss blogging. seems like nothing of interest is happening to me these days.. anyway, i spent almost the whole afternoon in the lib.. can you ever believe that? yah, study like hell mode na naman..

tapos nung uwi na ako bumaha na naman sa katips!! i distinctly remember someone telling me what happened last year would be the first and the last.. eh bat na naman ngayon? la lang..

anyway, i discovered this blog by some ilocano la sallian not too long ago.. tabulas din.. i agree with him on a lot of things (grammar police??).. so when he wrote, "i don't understand teenagers", i was thinking.. 'soulmate.. i'm anti-teenager myself'.. let me quote more, "I believe the essence of being a teenager is in having a ‘core issue’..." ok, sounds right to me.. i so get it.. he moved on to talk more about existential phenomenons and about teenagers taking paradigms of all kinds, but as you know, those things are already beyond me.. suffice to say that i do get the "core issue" issue... heheh..

i don't have issues..and i have friends who problematize things that for me are not problems.. but again, after reading mr. lasallian's blog, i thought, good for them actually, hope their problems forever remain like that.. kesa naman pag tanda mo pinoproblema mo anak mo.. o asawa mo... which reminds me:

while watching a telenovela (can't remember) with Tirso Cruz on it:

doremimimi: (to kc) sana di tayo makapag-asawa ng ganyan noh?

mommy: hala, bata bata mo pa iniisip mo na yang pag-aasawa..

doremimimi: ma, kung di ko pinag-iisipan ngayon, baka nga talagang magkakaasawa ako ng ganyan..

here's something from mathematical showcases:

How big is 1 million? Do you really have any idea? Suppose you were to start counting from 1 to 1 million, counting 1, 2, 3, 4, 5,... one number per second. Assuming that you would keep counting one number per second without stopping, how long would it take for you to reach your goal? Answer: 11 and 1/2 days

math class pala kanina and midterm results were out.. my score was OWKEI... heheh.. happy happy.. signed up for a consultation with ms. theo tomorrow.. i'll probably be updating tomorrow...

by the way, may sipon sya.. hehehehe... ka-weird-uhan.. but then, would he ever believe that there's someone who cares that much for him? yeah, i care...

the only thing i'm wondering about is what happens when my bro read this thing.. heheh.. friends tayo migs diba???